"When roles stopped coming overnight, I started to doubt myself immensely. It left me with a strange longing for the past rather than the future. I was suddenly dissatisfied with my life. It seemed impossible to find something again that would give me so much satisfaction and pleasure. I felt like I had failed profoundly. My career as an actress ended prematurely. Having children was also not possible. In short, I was one big failure", she looked back on that period without acting opportunities.